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| From the moment that we met
My world was turned around,
Upside down
To some degree I still regret
My memory
For keeping you around
Girl, I thought that you were mine
But my broken heart's been
Shattered
One too many times
And I don't wanna see you anymore
I'm just not that strong
I love it when you're here
But I'm better when you're gone
I'm certain that I've given
And oh how you can take
There's no use in you lookin'
There's nothin' left for you to break
Baby, please release me
Let my heart rest in pieces, in pieces
Someone let you down again
So you turn to me,
Your convenient friend
Oh, but I know what you're doin'
And what you hope to find
I've seen it a thousand times
All the fire we had before
Are now just bitter ashes
Left scattered on the floor
We both know that you don't need me
Let my heart rest in pieces
Let it rest
Nice emooo song. I haven't been updating for so long, didn't have the mood. Today was weird. Super sad and depressed for whatever reason I don't know. Maybe its cos of the build up of stuff. The fact that promos are coming, tournaments, and a something else. I'm confused. Helppppppppppppppp)):
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| Yesterday and today was a goooooood day Hmmm I won't elaborate too much. But die hard is just scary. I mean, what person in his right mind would SHOOT himself!? Nvm haha but I thought the best part of the show was the last bit. The romance part. I don't think that was supposed to be a main part of the show though.
Anyways, I READ HARRY POTTER TODAY. DUNNO WHAT DEATHLY HALLOWS. It was quite good, except that too many people died. Some quite unnescessary. Okay i won't like say anything about the book here so I won't spoil it for those that haven't read it. Unlike some PANGSAI who spoilt it for me this afternoon when I was halfway through if it. YOU'D BETTER WATCH OUT. You're promoted to PANGSAI #2 again. I hope you're happy.
Hmmmm back to physics now I guess. Evil tuition teacher gave homework sighhh. Ciao. | | |
| Sigh. Been thinking alot these past few days. Especially after Thad passed away. I think the life I'm like living now hasn't been very meaningful. I'm like wasting my life everyday, while he was training so hard and gave so much of himself in order to compete. And now, I have the opportunity to live on, while he doesn't. Sometimes I wonder why it was him instead of me. Maybe he deserves to live more.
Its like God has given me so much, a family, friends, opportunities to do well in different aspects of my life. All I have to do is push myself. And I can't even do it and I screw up most bits of my life. I know sometimes I say I'll become a mugger and train hard and all that but it doesn't last. I don't want to just waste my parents money when they pay for training and tuitions and all my shopping. Hopefully this time, I can start living a more meaningful life like Thad and repay my parents for doing so much for me. Thank you so much Thaddeus Cheong for inspiring me to start living a more meaningful life. We'll miss you so much.
Also, I want to start appreciating people in my life more. Like my family Daddy Mummy Clare Charles Yehyeh Mama Dollie Mama Sylvia, friends like Shu Janelle Clare Jia Xin Chia Cong Suba Faith Wen Jiajialiangtei Chris Song Milts Bryan Kim Pangsais Jerome Stuarella Meily( new icecream buddy(:) Auggie Jeremy okay most of 08S06D, just take it as all of you. Oh and all others I just can't think of now. Sorry if I've been like drifting away from all of you or like not paying enough attention to you all. All of you mean alot to me and I just want to say thanks for being my friends(:
Most of all, I just want to thank God for always being there for me. I know I'm like a horrible person cos I only start praying really hard during exam period and I always promise that I'll pray everyday after exams and go to church more often but I don't. But You're always there no matter how many false promises I have made or how many times I've forgotten about You. I just want to say a big thank you.
Amazing love, how can it be
that You my King would die for me
Amazing love, I know it’s true
It’s my joy to honour You
In all I do I honour You | | |
| I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith.
Henceforth there is laid up for me the crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous judge, will award to me on that Day, and not only to me but also to all who have loved his appearing.
In memory of Thaddeus Cheong. Thank you so much for the wonderful memories this year, I'll never forget you. | | |
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