| | Sigh. Been thinking alot these past few days. Especially after Thad passed away. I think the life I'm like living now hasn't been very meaningful. I'm like wasting my life everyday, while he was training so hard and gave so much of himself in order to compete. And now, I have the opportunity to live on, while he doesn't. Sometimes I wonder why it was him instead of me. Maybe he deserves to live more.
Its like God has given me so much, a family, friends, opportunities to do well in different aspects of my life. All I have to do is push myself. And I can't even do it and I screw up most bits of my life. I know sometimes I say I'll become a mugger and train hard and all that but it doesn't last. I don't want to just waste my parents money when they pay for training and tuitions and all my shopping. Hopefully this time, I can start living a more meaningful life like Thad and repay my parents for doing so much for me. Thank you so much Thaddeus Cheong for inspiring me to start living a more meaningful life. We'll miss you so much.
Also, I want to start appreciating people in my life more. Like my family Daddy Mummy Clare Charles Yehyeh Mama Dollie Mama Sylvia, friends like Shu Janelle Clare Jia Xin Chia Cong Suba Faith Wen Jiajialiangtei Chris Song Milts Bryan Kim Pangsais Jerome Stuarella Meily( new icecream buddy(:) Auggie Jeremy okay most of 08S06D, just take it as all of you. Oh and all others I just can't think of now. Sorry if I've been like drifting away from all of you or like not paying enough attention to you all. All of you mean alot to me and I just want to say thanks for being my friends(:
Most of all, I just want to thank God for always being there for me. I know I'm like a horrible person cos I only start praying really hard during exam period and I always promise that I'll pray everyday after exams and go to church more often but I don't. But You're always there no matter how many false promises I have made or how many times I've forgotten about You. I just want to say a big thank you.
Amazing love, how can it be
that You my King would die for me
Amazing love, I know it’s true
It’s my joy to honour You
In all I do I honour You |
| | Posted 6/27/2007 8:07 PM - 20 Views
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